It's been a long time since I've written anything. This therapeutic blog to help me realize and accept feelings and emotions has been put to the side for a long time. Because, let's be honest, fuck feelings.
I'm having a pity party today, you're welcome to join or stay away. Choice is yours.
My rent went up by 22% - I'm sticking it out until I find something I want to buy. Still, 22% hurts.
The man I was dating for 6ish months was diagnosed with cancer and had surgery to remove tumors from his stomach. While he was going through that, he would become afraid that we were getting too close and would disappear. I forgave him for that, I saw how genuinely scared he was, I was patient. After his surgery, he was told it was a misdiagnosis and the tumors were benign-hooray! Things got better between us for a short amount of time and then he told me essentially that since he was better, he didn't need/want me around. I haven't spoken with him since, not that I want to. It's not worth the salt.
I applied for a job at work and was told the cards would be stacked in my favor to get. Months went by with hints that it was mine and I would get excited, but kept my mouth shut. I found out yesterday that the job was given to someone else who didn't apply for it.
That's how life is going right now.
Also, I'm really ready for this goddamned election to be over.
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